thehyenagal: (Nat/Shiz)
Title: climbing up the walls
Summary: Sometimes you make mistakes. 
Disclaimer: I don't own the footage, nor the music used.
Fandom: Mai-HiME (© Sunrise)
Music: Climbing Up The Walls by Ayurveda (Radiohead cover)

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Fanvid: climbing up the walls )
thehyenagal: (ultra)
Title: Through these deep silent woods, my heart a-tumbling
Author: hyena_gal
Fandom: True Blood
Summary: Sometimes it doesn't even matter that you're running.
Pairing: Maryann/Daphne
Rating: R. 
Warnings: Blood, non-con, mind control.
Word Count: 1,448
A/N: Set pre-season 2.  

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Through these deep silent woods, my heart a-tumbling )
thehyenagal: (shiorirape!)
Title: Cutting Loose
Author: [livejournal.com profile] hyena_gal 
Fandom: Revolutionary Girl Utena
Pairing: Kozue/Juri
Summary: Cutting open, cutting away, cutting loose.
Rating: T
Word Count: 2,730
A/N: Set sometime during the Student Council arc, i.e. the first 13 episodes of the series. 

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Cutting Loose )
thehyenagal: (Nat/Shiz)
Title: Sleepwalker
Summary: Melodramatic Natsuki is melodramatic. Also, angst. 
Disclaimer: I don't own the footage, nor the music used.
Fandom: Mai-HiME (© Sunrise)
Music: Sleepwalker by Adam Lambert

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Fanvid: Sleepwalker - Mai-HiME )
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Title: Those Damn Hormones
Summary: What it says on the can: it's those damn hormones. Shizuru is just a horny teenager, after all. 
Disclaimer: I don't own the footage, nor the music used. 
Fandom: Mai-HiME (© Sunrise)
Music: Flower by Pansy Division (Liz Phair cover version)

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Fanvid: Those Damn Hormones - Mai-HiME )
thehyenagal: (Nat/Shiz)
Title: Dirty Dog
Summary: Natsuki's a dirty dog. A dirty, *dirty* dog. 
Disclaimer: I don't own the footage, nor the music used.
Fandom: Mai-HiME (Sunrise ©)
Music: Lapdance by N.E.R.D

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Fanvid: Dirty Dog - Mai-HiME )
thehyenagal: (Nat/Shiz)
Title: Shed The Skin, The Love Beneath
Author: [livejournal.com profile] hyena_gal 
Fandom: Mai-HiME
Summary:  A study in falling in love. Shizuru-centric.
Rating: M
Warnings: Blood, Crazy!Shizuru is behind the wheel, *symbolism*, and a scene that may come across as containing dub-con. 
Word Count: 5,295
Disclaimer: Not mine in a million years.  
A/N: Not particularly the fluffy variant of Shizuru, this. Shout out goes to centauri2002 for inspiring me to get up on the fanfic horse again, so to speak. See further notes at the end. 
 
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Shed The Skin, The Love Beneath ) 
thehyenagal: (KnM)
Title: Sweetest Thing
Medium: Anime
Fandom: Kannazuki no Miko
Subject: Chikane/Himeko
Notes: There's a great lack of Kannazuki no Miko fanmixes in the world. I've provided downloadable mp3 files for all 12 songs that can be found in this fanmix.



Sweetest Thing: A Kannazuki no Miko Fanmix )

Sweetest Thing
A Kannazuki no Miko Fanmix 
 
 "Up on the moon, there's a lunar shrine no one knows of..."
 
 
The tale begins.
 
 
01. Samurai (instrumental) by Benoit Jutnas
 
 
 

Falling in love. 
 
 
[Chikane/Himeko] -
02. Oh My Love by John Lennon
 
 
Oh my love, for the the first time in my life
My eyes are wide open.
Oh my lover for the first time in my life,
My eyes can see.
 
I see the wind,
Oh I see the trees,
Everything is clear in my heart.
I see the clouds,
Oh I see the sky,
Everything is clear in our world.
 
Oh my love for the first time in my life,
My mind is wide open.
Oh my lover for the first time in my life,
My mind can feel.
 
I feel the sorrow,
Oh I feel dreams,
Everything is clear in my heart,
Everything is clear in our world,
I feel the life.
 
 
 
 
That love could hurt this much...
 
 
[Chikane]
03. Walking on Broken Glass by Annie Lennox
 
 
You were the sweetest thing that I ever knew
But I don't care for sugar, honey, if I can't have you.
Since you've abandoned me
My whole life has crashed
Won't you pick the pieces up
'Cause it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass
 
The sun's still shining in the big blue sky
But it don't mean nothing to me.
O-o-oh let the rain come down
Let the wind blow through me
I'm living in an empty room
With all the windows
I've got so little left to lose
That it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass...
 
And if you're trying to cut me down
You know that I might bleed.
'Cause if you try to cut me down
I know that you'll succeed...
And if you want to hurt me
There's nothing left to fear 
'Cause if you want to hurt me 
You're doing really well my dear... 
 
Now everyone of us was made to suffer 
Everyone of us is made to weep 
We've been hurting one another 
And now the pain has cut too deep... 
So take me from the wreckage 
Save me from the blast 
Lift me up and take me back 
Don't let me keep on walking... 
Walking on broken glass. 
Don't let me keep on walking... 
(Walking on walking on broken glass) 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Words that can't be said and the final decision. 
 
 
 
[Chikane] -
4. The Hardest of Hearts by Florence and the Machine
 
 
There is love in your body but you can't hold it in
It pours from your eyes and spills from your skin
The tenderest touch, leaves the darkest of marks, 
and the kindest of kisses break the hardest of hearts
 
The hardest of hearts 
 
There is love in your body but you can't get it out
It gets stuck in your head, won't come out of your mouth
Sticks to your tongue and it shows on your face that
The sweetest of words have the bitterest taste
 
Darling, how I loved you from the start, but you'll never know what a fool I've been
Darling, how I loved you from the start, but that's no excuse for the state I'm in
 
The hardest of hearts
 
There is love in our bodies and it holds us together
And it pulls us apart when we're holding each other
We all need something to hold in the night
We don't care if it hurts when we're holding too tight
 
There is love in your body but you can't get it out
It gets stuck in your head, won't come out of your mouth
Sticks to your tongue and it shows on your face that
The sweetest of words have the bitterest taste
 
Darling, how I loved you from the start, but you'll never know what a fool I've been
Darling, how I loved you from the start, but that's no excuse for the state I'm in
 
The hardest of hearts
 
My heart swells like water at weight, can't stop myself before it's too late
Hold on to your heart, 'cause I'm coming to fight you
Hold on to your heart, 'cause I'm coming to break you
 
Hold on 
The hardest of hearts
 
 
 
 
 
When Hell is in the heart, all-consuming. 
 
 
[Chikane] -
5. Eraser by Nine Inch Nails
 
 
Need you
Dream you
Find you
Taste you
Fuck you
Use you
Scar you
Break you
Lose me
Hate me
Smash me
Erase me
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
 
 
 
 
Too much, too late. 
 
 
[Himeko] -
6. Twisted by Annie Lennox
 
 
I didn't mean to know you
I didnt mean to be your friend
But now it seems
I'd run through burning fire
Just to see your face again
 
I didn't want to hurt you
Or be hurt by you
At the closing of the game
But now it seems too late for that desire
 
Tell me
 
Darlin'
What would it take
To untie the twist in us?
'Cause it's makin' my heart ache.
 
Under a cloak of darkness
Under these covers where we laid,
There I spent my dreams with you.
Now I've hid them all away.
I guess I've hid them all away.
 
Nothin'
And no one 
Touches me like you do.
But how could I believe in this
When none of it was true?
Yeah.
 
(I knew from the first time that I set my eyes on you.)
 
I didn't mean to make you suffer
I didn't mean to make you cry
You didn't mean to make me suffer
You didn't mean to make me cry
 
Oh my darlin', oh my lover, 
All the words come back to me
I remember, I remember
Everything you said to me.
We went walking, out in silence
Underneath the cherry-tree
Falling blossom, falling blossom, 
Falling from the cherry-tree
 
I remember, I remember 
Everything you did to me.
 
 
 
 
 
Nothing to hold her back.
 
 
[Chikane] -
7. A Taste of Honey by The Beatles
 
 
A taste of honey
Tasting much sweeter
Than wine.
 
I dream of your
First kiss and then
I feel upon 
My lips again
 
A taste of honey
Tasting much sweeter
Than wine.
 
Oh, I will return.
Yes, I will return.
I'll come back
For the honey and you.
 
Yours was the kiss 
That awoke my heart.
There lingers still,
Though we're far apart
 
That taste of honey
Tasting much sweeter
Than wine.
 
I will return.
Yes, I will return.
I'll come back
For the honey
And you.
 
 
 
 
Time isn't forever. 
 
 
[Himeko] -
8. I Will Wait For You by Connie Francis
 
 
If it takes forever I will wait for you
For a thousand summers I will wait for you
Till you're back beside me, till I'm holding you
Till I hear you sigh here in my arms
 
Anywhere you wander, anywhere you go
Every day remember how I love you so
In your heart believe what in my heart I know
That forevermore I'll wait for you
 
The clock will tick away the hours one by one
Then the time will come when all the waiting's done
The time when you return and find me here and run
Straight to my waiting arms
 
If it takes forever I will wait for you
For a thousand summers I will wait for you
Till you're here beside me, till I'm touching you
And forevermore sharing your love
 
 
 
9. Teardrop (instrumental) by Massive Attack
 
 
 
 

Extra Tracks:
 
 
[Himeko] -
10. For You by Tracy Chapman
 
 
There are no words to say
No words to convey
This feeling inside I have for you
Deep in my heart 
Safe from the guards
Of intellect and reason
Leaving me at a loss
For words to express my feelings
Deep in my heart
 
Look at me losing control
Thinking I had a hold
But with feelings this strong
I'm no longer the master
Of my emotions 
 
 
 
 
[Chikane] -
11. A Thousand Years by Sting
 
 
A thousand years, a thousand more,
A thousand times a million doors to eternity
I may have lived a thousand lives, a thousand times
An endless turning stairway climbs
To a tower of souls
If it takes another thousand years, a thousand wars,
The towers rise to numberless floors in space
I could shed another million tears, a million breaths,
A million names but only one truth to face
 
A million roads, a million fears
A million suns, ten million years of uncertainty
I could speak a million lies, a million songs,
A million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time
But if there was a single truth, a single light
A single thought, a singular touch of grace
Then following this single point , this single flame,
The single haunted memory of your face
 
I still love you
I still want you
A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves
Like galaxies in my head
 
I may be numberless, I may be innocent
I may know many things, I may be ignorant
Or I could ride with kings and conquer many lands
Or win this world at cards and let it slip my hands
I could be cannon food, destroyed a thousand times
Reborn as fortunes child to judge anothers crimes
Or wear this pilgrims cloak, or be a common thief
Ive kept this single faith, I have but one belief
 
I still love you
I still want you
A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves
Like galaxies in my head
On and on the mysteries unwind themselves
Eternities still unsaid
til you love me
 
 
 
[Chikane/Himeko] - 
12. No Ordinary Love by Sade
 
 
I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
 
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby
 
I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
 
I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby
 
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
 
When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile
 
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby
 
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
 
I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby
 
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
 
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling
 
I'm falling
 
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying and I'm falling
and I'm falling
thehyenagal: (shiorirape!)
Title: noiseless, like a bomb
Author/Artist: [livejournal.com profile] hyena_gal 
Fandom: Shoujo Kakumei Utena
Pairing: Arisugawa Juri/Kaoru Kozue
Rating: G
Warnings: Homophobia
Request/Prompt: Stage for [livejournal.com profile] yuri_challenge 
Word Count: 300
A/N: I derived 'stage whisper' from the prompt. Ended up running with it. 
 
noiseless, like a bomb )
 
thehyenagal: (blakeeye)
Title: Drawing Closer To The Heart of Me
Author: [livejournal.com profile] hyena_gal 
Fandom: Kannazuki no Miko
Pairing: Himemiya Chikane/Kurusugawa Himeko
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Spoilers for ep 11. 
Request/Prompt: "dance" for [livejournal.com profile] yuri_challenge 
Word Count: 200


 
Drawing Closer To The Heart of Me )
thehyenagal: (shiorirape!)
Title: pull me in with those thin fine strings
Author: [livejournal.com profile] hyena_gal  
Fandom: Revolutionary Girl Utena
Summary: Anthy's not blind to the resemblance.
Rating: G
Spoilers: Allusions to ep 34.  
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be.
Notes: For [livejournal.com profile] halfamoon  2010, and [livejournal.com profile] shelled_avenger's Impromptuthon prompt: Anthy, reflections on any canon occurance from her POV or character analysis. Set after episode 12. I… seem to have run with it. 
Word count: 597
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pull me in with those thin fine strings )
 
thehyenagal: (blakeeye)
Title: Shizuru Loves Little Girls
Summary: Shizuru just loves those little girls... I had to do it. Just had to. This AMV contains Shizuru/Arika, with a sidedish of Shizuru/Akira. Also, this has been Pedo Bear approved.  
Disclaimer: I don't own the footage, nor the music.
Fandom: Mai-Otome (Sunrise ©)
Music: Little Girls by Oingo Boingo

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Fanvid: Shizuru Loves Little Girls
thehyenagal: (Nat/Shiz)

Title: Mommy Complex
Summary: Natsuki's got a mommy complex. Shizuru's more than happy to help her with it. This AMV consists of copious ShizNat, lots and lots of explosions, and... Natsuki shooting at things.
Disclaimer:  I don't own this footage, nor the music. I've just had fun putting them together.
Fandom: Mai-HiME (© Sunrise)
Music: Mommy Complex by Peaches

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Fanvid: Mommy Complex

thehyenagal: (shiorirape!)

Title: With your beating heart
Medium: Anime
Fandom: Revolutionary Girl Utena
Subject: Entire Series, so spoilers. 
Notes: My pseudo fanmix of sorts, seeing as it can‘t be downloaded as a zip. I‘ve only provided links to YouTube music videos of the songs, because I am that lazy. The three bonus tracks are meant to be more humorous than anything else, although I'm not entirely sure about the very last track...      

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Utena Fanmix ~ With your beating heart )
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4/4 Mai-HiME ficlets, all ShizNat. 

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Title: Flecks of Happy to Spot Doubts With
Author: [info]hyena_gal
Fandom: Mai-HiME

Summary: Sober Shizuru. Drunk Natsuki. A conversation.
Rating: G.
Disclaimer: They're too pretty to be mine.
Author's Notes: Post-anime. I take pleasure in titillating Shizuru. This makes me a bad, bad person. This is nothing new.

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Flecks of Happy to Spot Doubts With )
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3/4 Mai-HiME ficlets, all ShizNat.

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Title: of under me you
Author: [info]hyena_gal
Fandom: Mai-HiME

Summary: The Glorious Mandatory ShizNat Schmoop Story!
Rating: R.
Disclaimer: If only they *were* mine...
Author's Notes: Title taken from the poem "i like my body when it's with your" by e. e. cummings.

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of under me you )
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2/4 Mai-HiME ficlets, all ShizNat.

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Title: And Those Who Survive
Author: [info]hyena_gal
Fandom: Mai-HiME
Summary: That needed heart to heart after everything.
Rating: PG-13.
Disclaimer: Why aren't they mine? Why?
Author's Notes: Set after the karaoke get-together in episode 26. Other notes at the end of story.

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And Those Who Survive )
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1/4 Mai-HiME ficlets, all ShizNat.

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Title: Nuts and Sunshine
Author: [info]hyena_gal
Fandom: Mai-HiME

Summary: Natsuki pulls a Takeda. Erh... yeah.
Rating: G.
Disclaimer: They belong to Sunrise.
Author's Notes: Obviously set sometime after episode 9. I know absolutely *nothing* about the workings of motor-bikes! Just ignore and everybody is much happier. Promise. >shifty eyes<.

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Nuts and Sunshine )
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Title: Brokeback HiME
Author: [info]hyena_gal

Fandom: Mai-HiME
Summary: ShizNat - Brokeback Mountain style.
Rating: R for the *bad* attempt at written Southern dialect. But if you're old enough to know of the existence of the movie, you're old enough for the rest.
Disclaimer: I don't claim ownership of the ShizNat pairing, other Mai-HiME characters, "Brokeback Mountain", dialogue from the film, or fainting goats. But I *do* like to pretend it's all mine and only mine.
Acknowledgments go, without a doubt, to Fujino Shizuru's dubbed voice - the sole *reason* behind making this fic.
Author's Notes: Do not tell me I'm the only person who thought this the first time you heard that voice! I'm not even going to mention the similarities between the two couples. I swear, this thing turned out bigger than I ever intended!


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Brokeback HiME )
thehyenagal: (KnM)

Title: Wolf in a Flock of Sheep
Author:[info]hyena_gal
Fandom:
Kannazuki no Miko
Summary: Chikane has her very own fangirls at school.
Rating: PG-13. Heavy on the angst, though.
Disclaimer: I'm a devotee. Not an owner.
Author's Notes: Because those three girls just seemed *too* obsessed with their 'Miya-sama' for their own good. Angry!Frustrated!Manga!Chikane in the animeverse... hmmm. *taps chin thoughtfully*.

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Wolf in a Flock of Sheep )